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July 6th, 2010

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10:29 am
Okay, so they aren't coming until 1pm. More narrative for you, I'm sure you are thrilled.

I am starting to think I've tipped over toward OCD in the sense of being unable to make some decisions. I fall behind and then feel overwhelmed and have a tendency to walk away from projects. I have hoarding tendencies that I really fight with - I fantasize about living in a hotel room at times because there wouldn't be all this stuff that might be useful, or simply reminds me of something/someone. I read faintheart a quote this morning that now of course I can't find about how you sit down to sort or clean and just end up with new piles...

Clearly I need to find a new counselor, if only to avoid internet-based over-self-diagnosis.

I tell you the sun helps, even with the panic. As the morning has progressed and more and more light is coming in thu the windows, I feel exponentially better. Anyone need renters in the sun?

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Date:July 6th, 2010 06:44 pm (UTC)
Some of what you're going through is mirroring or paralleling some things that I'm also coping with, so it's interesting to read your journal. I know I'm not alone.

Can you go out to a park or garden sometime today? Sitting in the sun, on the earth, sometimes helps.
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Date:July 6th, 2010 07:46 pm (UTC)
My plan is to walk to the library this afternoon and walk back thu the park up behind Crossroads mall... I may just go, the maintenance people have permission to enter and even just taking the trash out felt better than being inside here.

Edited at 2010-07-06 07:46 pm (UTC)

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