Joy (cithra) wrote,

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bad dreams

I just woke up from one. I stayed home from work today, because I ate something last night that made me ill. (One of the side effects of gastric bypass surgery, alas. One I'm happy to accept, though.) I seem to be having trouble lately - if I'm warm enough to sleep, I'm warm enough to have nightmares.

This one involved traveling and moving both. [These are familiar nightmare subjects for me.] Not only was I traveling, by a strange subway, to a new job - but I had to haul all of my belongings with me on a daily basis. It was one continual rush. It was awful. Then we apparently lost what little status we had had (the group I was with) since they no longer gave us our coffee cups at breakfast each morning. I was frantic - I couldn't figure out what we had done (or hadn't done) and there was no way to find out - no one to ask, nothing to read, and everyone who seemed to know what they were doing simply claimed to be making it up as they went along.

I woke up breathing hard and disoriented. I'm still disoriented twenty minutes later. It's one of those lingering things, I guess. I hate this.

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