Joy (cithra) wrote,

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shock and awe, part II

Today was actually a half-way decent day, at work. Do you know why, O Best Beloved? Because I got to use my brain as something more than ballast, doing something that I like to do and am good at. I'd damn near forgotten what it feels like.

I'm serious, for once. I was bouncing around my cubicle, putting things away and locking up in preparation to go home, and I caught myself wondering what I was so happy about. I wasn't considering with dread how shortly I would be returning the next day. I wasn't exactly anticipating coming back tomorrow with glee, but considering how much of a struggle it has been lately just to show up it's a huge step. "Lately" in this case can be interpreted to be approximately the past 18 to 36 months, though it's been up and down over that time period, of course.

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