- the nausea as I walk over a sidewalk grating
- the flutter as I scroll down my profile to see if anyone has taken me off their friends list
- the rising stress in my voice as I call my cat if she doesn't meet me at the door when I come home
- the sinking feeling as I greet someone and they don't see/hear/respond
- the startle-jump as the phone rings
- the panic of failed memory under questioning
- the dread of receiving email
- the dread of not receiving email
- the stomach-drop pitch of tripping and falling
- the horrific certainty of having done something pathologically stupid, again
- the crawling awareness of bits of the body dying, rotting, decaying
- the embarassment of creeping stains
- the knowledge that something is not quite right
- the despair that nothing changes
the sum of some fears: early afternoon edition
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